I wish I could wait, till I hit the ground harder,,,

I find that I think a lot during the middle of the night...

Randomly clicking through Youtube, as I often do, I came across this one video of a contemporary duet dance to "Konstantine" by SoCo. I was reading through the guys info section and he said "settling is so depressing". I don't know why, it may be because of my buff for quotes in general, but that quote made me think about how humankind is just so content to settle. Don't settle, discover. Travel, find the world! There are so many things that people don't do because they feel the need to settle. Even as a kid, my parents didn't focus on my sister and I having nice toys, clothes, or cars. Their sole purpose was to have us see the world and know it so we traveled so much. We weren't confined to our house and the community around us, we branched out of our shells.

Don't just waste your days alone on your couch. Go and find the means to explore! Because one day you'll regret it.

Honestly, why do people mock me?

I have been called crazy, insane,obsessed, and, yes, weird. But what for? My Twilight fanaticism isn't at all a waste of time. Just look at how many people I've met, how many places I've gone, all the things I've done! The list is far longer than most can vouch for. I mean, how many people can say they have gone on a road trip with their best friends up the west coast? Or camp out all night on the street or been on television and featured in articles(mind you it was only like two and it was mentioned as more of a group).

I love the things I do and I don't regret any of it. I love what I love and, sure, I'm a nerd or whatever you want to call me but I'm proud of it and I have memories to last me a lifetime because of it. It's all a part of being young and living your life. Stop mocking me for doing what I love to do and go out and do something with yourself besides sitting on the couch watching other people do it.

Self-Proclaimed

So I've been reflecting on life and the world and I have discovered one thing... I'm awesome.

Because sometimes you like to disclose personal information about yourself on the Internet...

I stole this from Lauren:

Hi, my name is.....
Adrienne
Never in my life have I...
Taken off my clothes in public
The one person who can drive me nuts is...
Billy Mays
High school...
Ruined me.
When Im nervous...
I convulse
The last time I cried was...
My tear ducts are sewn shut.
If I were to get married right now my wedding would be...
At the San Diego temple no doubt.
My hair is...
Red and intense
When I was 7...
I cracked my head open.
Last Christmas...
Was spent in England. Snuff said.
I should be...
But I'm not going to be.
When I look down I see...
You.
The craziest recent event was...
I actually went to math lecture.
If I were a character on Friends Id be...
Rachel or Chandler
By this time, next year...
I will probably be on the computer doing the exact same thing.
My current gripe is...
CAT class and the legitimacy of the topic at hand.
I have a hard time understanding..
Chemistry... and fiscal spending.
There's this girl I know who...
She's not doing so well.
You know I like you when...
I am nice... bahaha.
If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be...
The world.
Take my advice...
Cut the green wire.
My most wanted wish is...
To live long and prosper.
If you visited the place I was born...
The Maternity Ward
I plan to visit...
Every major city in the western hemisphere.
If you spend the night at my house...
You can sleep on the couch.
Id stop my wedding if...
The groom turned out to be a woman.
The world could do without...
Octomom
Id rather lick the belly of a cockroach than...
than lick the belly of a cockroach.
Most recent thing Ive bought myself...
Food.
Most recent thing someone else bought me...
Essential needs.
My favorite blonde is...
Well, now...
My favorite brunette is...
Robert Pattinson
My favorite redhead is..
Myself of course.
My middle name is..
Ashleigh
This morning I...
Woke up. Be glad I even did that much.
The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are...
Fish.
Im eating....
Teddy Grahams.
Last night I was...
Not falling asleep.
Theres this guy I know who...
He's not doing so well
I dont know…
Why I am taking this survey.
A better name for me would be...
I don't know, use your imagination.
Tomorrow I am...
Going to die.
My birthday is...
Of no importance.
What I really want for Valentines Day is...
For it not to be Valentine's Day... ever.

Urgh.

I'm writing this just before I have to go catch the shuttle...


I HATE THE PEOPLE IN CHARGE OF HOUSING PAYMENTS!!!!!


That's it.

8 Favorite TV Shows
1. The Office
2. Heroes
3. LOST
4. Spongebob Squarepants
5. Robin Hood
6. Jon and Kate Plus 8
7. What Not To Wear
8. Ugly Betty

8 Things I did yesterday
1. Slept for 12 hours
2. Got ready for Venice!
3. Drove to Venice
4. Walked down the boardwalk and got ice cream!
5. Got a henna tattoo!
6. Drove to Valencia and ate at Macaroni Grill
7. Paid a visit to the Twilight sets
8. Got pulled over by a dumb cop for some stupid reason

8 Things I look forward to
1. Summer
2. New York this summer
3. Hopefully going on another road trip with my buddies!
4. Living in various places in the western hemisphere
5. Medical school.
6. Italy in 2010!
7. New Moon premiere
8. Various adventures with friends

8 Favorite Restaurants
1. Cheesecake Factory
2. California Pizza Kitchen
3. PF Chang's
4. Macaroni Grill
5. In N Out
6. Del Taco (even though I got food poisoning from the one on Main Street)
7. BJ's
8. Claim Jumper

8 Things I wish for
1. Money
2. Size 2 jeans
3. A black Porsche Turbo
4. A boyfriend
5. A house in La Jolla...
6. Robert Pattinson
7. Robert Pattinson
8. Robert Pattinson

New Layout...

So I was looking for something pretty and that could resemble my style somewhat and I just happened upon a layout that is themed Edgar Degas! Degas is my favorite painter ever and I just love his ballerina themes. I remember walking into the Somerset House and seeing his real life paintings and swooning. I just think they are beautiful and lovely.

Lady with a parasol happens to be my favorite...